I can hardly believe that it has been 10 months since I have posted anything here. I have taken to Instagram here and there throughout the year, but I have not been able to muster up the energy to write the blog posts I "need" to write. I know I need to process KK's final weeks in order to "keep moving forward". I process best by writing, but the emotional wherewithal it would take to do so seemed too daunting. I have found simply writing a short caption under a photo on Instagram to be emotionally draining.
I have continued to go to counseling with Dr. Chuck, but our time together is mainly spent on how to deal with what is in front of me. I shared with him that I needed to find time to blog when I didn't have to worry about having the energy for everything else in life. He suggested that I check out a place called Forest Haven in New Hampshire. Forest Haven is a small retreat for those in ministry to go to free of charge. I contacted them to see if they had availability for the last week in October... and they did! So I drove up to Bradford, NH this afternoon and am ready to face the daunting task before me.
Stay tuned...
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