Worry or Wisdom

KK and I had many conversations leading up to Wednesday's Brain Tumor Clinic. We prayed for God's peace, because she seemed pretty worried. KK wasn't worried about having the MRI (she is a pro at MRIs) or even the blood draw beforehand (which is what she usually worries about). She was worried about getting the results. I could see it in how she hesitantly walked from Children's Hospital to Dana Farber after the MRI. KK didn't want to know the results, because she didn't want to know when she was going to die. She said that God knows when she will die...until then, she wants to live!